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Hey anyone who might be interested, I am still alive and doing well, just havent had time for da for awhile. Dont know when I will, been playing guitar, doing tattoos, and hanging with my friends when i am not out of town for work. If I do anything on this site it will be deleting all my stuff, and starting over with a new page, since this one is littered with bullshit comments and some child like argument. otherwise, hope you are all well and see you on the flip side
Please cut the crap with Lynn... It's starting to piss me off John. I'm getting really tired of you calling someone I love a whore and a liar all the time. You constantly talk about how your over everything, your this great person, and your so much better of a person she is etc,etc... Yet you continue to try to drag her through the mud on every single medium you can find. Meanwhile she isnt saying a single word about you! The only time she mentions your name is when you pull this crap. She doesn't care about you... Get over it..move on... Yet again.. 2 options.
Either
A: GROW UP!! and Live up to what you keep saying about yourself. Stop feeding your ego, and MOVE ON. Admit that your the one that can't move past being a vindictive, and hateful. You don't even have to do it here in front of everyone, just stop annoying her and everything goes away like magic. Its something you can do at home alone, and we don't even need to know!
B: Keep acting like a hypocritcial fool while you superimpose your faults onto her while failing badly at trying to run her through the mud. All the while pissing me off to the point that I have to come here and do some crap like this to show you how much of an idiot your being.
I know which one I prefer, but hey maybe I'm just being selfish and don't like typing this much....
The only thing your displaying is hypocrisy. You've got things to the point that I'm taking the gloves off, and I hate getting like this because its simply not a part of me I like. So if you want to continue this go for it, but you've had your warning. She may not be willing to lower herself to your level but I'm to the point that I don't mind playing in the mud. So please just stop the alpha male crap and go away.... We don't want you, and we sure don't want the drama you keep throwing at us.
alright you want it strait, then you'll get it straigh, fuck you. You couldnt wait until I was out of the picture to move on in and take over. YOu and her are good together, your both the same. Dont you dare threaten me, because believe me, if you want a fight, I'll give you the worst one yet. I have been angry at lynn mainly because she wouldnt even let me see my fucking cats. I really dont care about you or her, you can both go fuck yourselves. I have the right to say whatever the fuck I want, and I can tell you, there is no way a punk like you can stop me. And I make and choose my own options, I dont need your hypocritical input. She is a liar and you just dont see it yet. But you will. I know I have said some stupid things, and sometimes my anger gets in the way of logic. But alot of things could have been done different. You were supposed to be a friend, but you never were. You just tolerated my existence so that you could get next to lynn. well you got her, keep her, because I definately dont want her. fuck off asshole! and if you post one more thing on my page. well, you'll see
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
John, don't be an alpha male fool please... because if you think threats are going to work on me your wrong. I'm asking is that you stop going to pages with the purpose of insulting Lynn. Are you so immature that you can't handle doing that? "Oh she hurt me so I have to act like I'm in the 5th grade and insult her everywhere so everyone dislikes her and likes me." Christ man look at yourself your behavior is pitiful... and this whole insulting me now because I happen to dislike your behavior towards someone I love is just comical. Why don't you grow up and act like a human being instead of some primitive ape that can't control himself.
You want to beat on your chest like a moron and fling your alpha male rage at me... fine... I never said I wanted to fight you. When I take my gloves off John I use what really counts.. My Mind. You know from my posts I detest fighting. I only fight when things come to me, but in this case I'm gonna do something different. If you do come at me and try to hurt me your not gonna get what you want because I won't give you the satisfaction. I won't let you strip my honor from me, and boost your ego. I'll simply stand there and let you hit me. Want to know why? Because if that's what it takes to open your eyes to what a fucken idiot your being then so be it. If all you can do when someone says something you don't like is respond by threatening them with brash physical assault what does that say about you? Don't use that fucken uncontrollable anger excuse with me either because everything is a choice. Rise up and be a better person for once. I could go the route you are and get into some pissing contest and say that Kenpo taught me how to deal with people like you, but what would that accomplish? NOTHING. It would just escalate the problem which would in turn cause a cycle that just spins this whole thing out of control. I don't want any of that barbaric crap. I just want you to stop seeking out Lynn with your insults. Your personal feelings are your own your right, and you do have the right to say whatever you want. Notice though the only time I brought this crap to you was when you started bringing it to us. So please just grow up and LEAVE US ALONE.
Now lets address your accusations. I wasn't waiting for Lynn at all. That simply happened, and we are both extremely happy about it your right. Why did I stop associating myself with you? Because with everything I saw I simply didn't want someone like you in my life. So to put it simply I cut my strings. I've known Lynn for a long time, and there is a reason the people she has in her life are still there after all this time. She has proven herself to them, and me. For all your slingling John you are the only one I've seen lie so far in this equation. That means something to me. I trust Lynn, but I don't trust you. I don't want your help, and I don't want your input with our relationship. I just want you to go away. You can believe what you like but that is what it is.
So in conclusion... and I'll ask you straightforward. Please do not bring drama to us, and please just leave us alone.
PS: If you do anything to me I will have you arrested, and Lynn and I are already getting restraining orders against you.
and you know what else, you fucking idiot, you really dont know a fucking thing about me, and you have no right to talk so much shit about me, I however, who was speaking of lynn and not you, happen to know a whole lot more about her than you. so go fuck yourself, I have no excuses for beating down assholes like you and I dont need one either you fucking piece of shit!
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
Your right John your not primitive, and your not stupid. Does that however mean that your behavior isn't? No. The point of all this was to appeal to the part of you that isn't showing this behavior. Simply because I want this crap can end so everything can just go forward. If you look at everyhthing I've said I havnt said you "are" something once. I said your "being" and "acting" like many things. That denotes however that you have the ability to not display either of those qualities. Your simply not using them.
Next... one would think that since I'm asking you to simply stay away that would mean I don't want you around. So really the idea that I'm going to "Come your way" is just foolish and illogical. In combination with that statment there is "I have no excuses for beating down assholes like you and I dont need one either you fucking piece of shit!" I didn't come here for some macho bullish bravado. I do not subscribe to the alpha male "beat it down and sort it out later" philosiphy. I'm not 15, and I prefer reason and discussion to this crap. So please just cut it from the discussion John, its pointless, immature, and counterproductive.
Third I wans't "talking shit" about you. I was pointing out the truth of the situation. You are acting like an angry child. Going to lynn's journal out of the blue and insulting her because your angry? If it's not an immature act please explain it to me because I would love to see the light on this one. Had you not done that I wouldn't be here. Plain and Simple. See no insults from you, and I go away.... You tell me things like that are over, and we don't have to deal with you and I will simply disappear.
Forth you were insulting me. Re-read what you were saying.
"You couldnt wait until I was out of the picture to move on in and take over."
"You just tolerated my existence so that you could get next to lynn."
I don't see how those aren't insults. That is insulting to ME no matter which way you look at it. It is an attack on my charcter. However by your own admission your excitable and miss the logic of somethings sometimes because of it, so in that case.... If need be take a break before you respond since you get so worked up. I'm not here to argue. I'm here to solve this so it doesn't come up anymore.
Fifth if you didnt care you wouldn't have responded. You obviosly care in some way (no matter if its hate, spite, anger, pride, whatever.) because if you didnt you wouldn't have felt the need to get angry, or respond because of what I'm saying to you. Had you not cared... You simply wouldnt have responded because... well.. You wouldn't care....
To make my point clear.. I'm not here to argue your opinions of Lynn... Those are your own and no matter how much I disagree with them I'm not gonna try and change them. I expect the same respect from you. I came here to stop you bringing things to us. That's it... So I'll ask you bluntly.. Can you please not harrass her any longer?
you know what you retarted fuckhead, I really dont care if you and your stupid bitch get restraining orders. I know you would both like the satisfaction of seeing me arrested for beating you down, but I am not looking for that either. I have no intention of assaulting or even seeing either of you in person again. YOu can try and throw your bullshit at me about using your mind and all of that. But I am no as stupid or primitive as you think. I can read and I can see. So fuck you and your bitch. Come my way, a restraining order wont stop your demise.
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
Either
A: GROW UP!! and Live up to what you keep saying about yourself. Stop feeding your ego, and MOVE ON. Admit that your the one that can't move past being a vindictive, and hateful. You don't even have to do it here in front of everyone, just stop annoying her and everything goes away like magic. Its something you can do at home alone, and we don't even need to know!
B: Keep acting like a hypocritcial fool while you superimpose your faults onto her while failing badly at trying to run her through the mud. All the while pissing me off to the point that I have to come here and do some crap like this to show you how much of an idiot your being.
I know which one I prefer, but hey maybe I'm just being selfish and don't like typing this much....
The only thing your displaying is hypocrisy. You've got things to the point that I'm taking the gloves off, and I hate getting like this because its simply not a part of me I like. So if you want to continue this go for it, but you've had your warning. She may not be willing to lower herself to your level but I'm to the point that I don't mind playing in the mud. So please just stop the alpha male crap and go away.... We don't want you, and we sure don't want the drama you keep throwing at us.
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
You want to beat on your chest like a moron and fling your alpha male rage at me... fine... I never said I wanted to fight you. When I take my gloves off John I use what really counts.. My Mind. You know from my posts I detest fighting. I only fight when things come to me, but in this case I'm gonna do something different. If you do come at me and try to hurt me your not gonna get what you want because I won't give you the satisfaction. I won't let you strip my honor from me, and boost your ego. I'll simply stand there and let you hit me. Want to know why? Because if that's what it takes to open your eyes to what a fucken idiot your being then so be it. If all you can do when someone says something you don't like is respond by threatening them with brash physical assault what does that say about you? Don't use that fucken uncontrollable anger excuse with me either because everything is a choice. Rise up and be a better person for once. I could go the route you are and get into some pissing contest and say that Kenpo taught me how to deal with people like you, but what would that accomplish? NOTHING. It would just escalate the problem which would in turn cause a cycle that just spins this whole thing out of control. I don't want any of that barbaric crap. I just want you to stop seeking out Lynn with your insults. Your personal feelings are your own your right, and you do have the right to say whatever you want. Notice though the only time I brought this crap to you was when you started bringing it to us. So please just grow up and LEAVE US ALONE.
Now lets address your accusations. I wasn't waiting for Lynn at all. That simply happened, and we are both extremely happy about it your right. Why did I stop associating myself with you? Because with everything I saw I simply didn't want someone like you in my life. So to put it simply I cut my strings. I've known Lynn for a long time, and there is a reason the people she has in her life are still there after all this time. She has proven herself to them, and me. For all your slingling John you are the only one I've seen lie so far in this equation. That means something to me. I trust Lynn, but I don't trust you. I don't want your help, and I don't want your input with our relationship. I just want you to go away. You can believe what you like but that is what it is.
So in conclusion... and I'll ask you straightforward. Please do not bring drama to us, and please just leave us alone.
PS: If you do anything to me I will have you arrested, and Lynn and I are already getting restraining orders against you.
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
Your right John your not primitive, and your not stupid. Does that however mean that your behavior isn't? No. The point of all this was to appeal to the part of you that isn't showing this behavior. Simply because I want this crap can end so everything can just go forward. If you look at everyhthing I've said I havnt said you "are" something once. I said your "being" and "acting" like many things. That denotes however that you have the ability to not display either of those qualities. Your simply not using them.
Next... one would think that since I'm asking you to simply stay away that would mean I don't want you around. So really the idea that I'm going to "Come your way" is just foolish and illogical. In combination with that statment there is "I have no excuses for beating down assholes like you and I dont need one either you fucking piece of shit!" I didn't come here for some macho bullish bravado. I do not subscribe to the alpha male "beat it down and sort it out later" philosiphy. I'm not 15, and I prefer reason and discussion to this crap. So please just cut it from the discussion John, its pointless, immature, and counterproductive.
Third I wans't "talking shit" about you. I was pointing out the truth of the situation. You are acting like an angry child. Going to lynn's journal out of the blue and insulting her because your angry? If it's not an immature act please explain it to me because I would love to see the light on this one. Had you not done that I wouldn't be here. Plain and Simple. See no insults from you, and I go away.... You tell me things like that are over, and we don't have to deal with you and I will simply disappear.
Forth you were insulting me. Re-read what you were saying.
"You couldnt wait until I was out of the picture to move on in and take over."
"You just tolerated my existence so that you could get next to lynn."
I don't see how those aren't insults. That is insulting to ME no matter which way you look at it. It is an attack on my charcter. However by your own admission your excitable and miss the logic of somethings sometimes because of it, so in that case.... If need be take a break before you respond since you get so worked up. I'm not here to argue. I'm here to solve this so it doesn't come up anymore.
Fifth if you didnt care you wouldn't have responded. You obviosly care in some way (no matter if its hate, spite, anger, pride, whatever.) because if you didnt you wouldn't have felt the need to get angry, or respond because of what I'm saying to you. Had you not cared... You simply wouldnt have responded because... well.. You wouldn't care....
To make my point clear.. I'm not here to argue your opinions of Lynn... Those are your own and no matter how much I disagree with them I'm not gonna try and change them. I expect the same respect from you. I came here to stop you bringing things to us. That's it... So I'll ask you bluntly.. Can you please not harrass her any longer?
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I just do what the voices in my head tell me to.
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